Monday, March 16, 2009
Somethin' ain't right
Decent night's sleep Saturday - up bright and early for the Shamrock Run on Sunday. A bunch of us TNTers did the 15k. It was incredibly rainy and windy, but I worked up a good sweat so at least I was warm. I had deep concerns about this run because I was unable to run on Friday due to shin splints. I was pretty sure I would not be able to finish - maybe even not start, but once I got rolling yesterday, I knew that I would cross the finish line. Did about 2 miles in the pool last night and was SO ready for bed when I got home. Up early with dear sick boy again. Finally took him into the doctor since he started complaining of ear pain. Double ear infection :-(
So, I usually don't talk too much on here about my troubles as I tend to think they are much less troublesome than other people's troubles. BUT, as my title suggests, Somethin' ain't right...and it hasn't been right in a long time and I just don't know how much longer I can take it. Not just one thing, but many...and I feel like this place I'm in is never going to end. I know what you're thinking... pray about it, have faith, learn whatever it is I'm supposed to be learning and all those things that I know I'm supposed to do...but today I feel defeated and I can't stand it. I guess I can "take it" for as long as it lasts and I probably will "take it"...but it plain sucks and I can't get past that today.
Do you guys ever read the NieNie dialogues on my side bar? She is an amazing woman with an amazing story. Read back through her blog if you can. You won't regret it.
Posted by A Prelude To... at 4:45 PM