Boy! Am! I! Glad! This! Year! Is! Over!
Made lots of mistakes, got called a few names, realized how dark it had gotten, saw myself in a true light and although so many days seems like way too much of a struggle, I just have a huge smile on my face today. It's true - The future's so bright - even if 2010 sees a lot of struggle again, I just have to know that each year just keeps smoothing me, shining me, baring me - turning me true.
I continue to study this quote and be open to what it means in my life:
To be sure, calling is not what it is commonly thought to be. It has to be dug out from under the rubble of ignorance and confusion. And, uncomfortably, it often flies in the face of our human inclinations. But nothing short of God's call can ground and fulfill the truest human desire for purpose. - Os Guinness